THE WORDS MADE ME DO IT

Fucking words
words spewing from everywhere
open car windows screaming ghetto anthems

npr goes on and on and on
everyone speaking gentle and literate

homeless drunks scream at phantoms
tv's give reality shows wrapped in deceptive words

dr. phil tries to save some obese soul
with shrink words-
-ignoring the fact that people get over crises quicker
if they avoid therapy
avoid words!

Why?
Because we think we talk our way into this
or that
state of mind
and the only way to get out of the mire
is to leave it behind

we calm ourselves
excite ourselves
masterbate ourselves
drink and smoke and snort and shoot and sniff ourselves
into certain sorts of being

words prop us up
crutches under our arms as we amble through the life

words create courts of impossible standards

words are redemption and condemnation
words pretend there are angels and gods
our idle lies of convienance
create false memories



some get their clues from bible words and rock lyrics and
the advertisers trying to create us by filling us with words
words that block out new information
words that make the intellectually ignorant
question evolution

words twist the histories
cover our tracks
excite and delight and spite...

words
reduce the mysteries
into something that fits into the logic of conversation
the rules of the word world
we lay over the real world

ying and yang, ying and yang...

moving sucks balls of rancid, greasy shit.

As you may or may no know, and may or may not care, I have been embroiled in the hell spawned activity known as moving. During this firewalk, the cat has scratched me true and deep, the dog got so excited over the move that she pissed everywhere for two frightful days.... and the weed was poor, my freinds, poor.... moving without weed would be impossible, of course... but still, the stank was so bad that my dealer actually just gave me stuff, because he could not bear to ask for money (this was not the crotch breathed spike, of course, but a new guy who has taken over my supply until Spike serves his four months for beating the shit out of doctor phil). Not that I mean to complain... I did have the luxury of movers, though still someone I threw my back out so bad that I couldn't get out of bed for a couple days (my convelescence had nothing to do with my finding a big stack of old porno books in the alley, though no one who knows me at all seems to believe me).

Yes, I have traveled through dark reaches to get to this keyboard, here over looking lake shore drive, listening to the rain and feeling a nice breeze coming off the lake... and yes, I do have a lake view, though it does require kind of leaning out of the window pretty far (too far to be safe without a viewing rope, which for some strange reason M. will not let me permanently affixed to a stake in that wall). I guess I am not technically supposed to bring this up after someone fell... not that I had anything to do with it. I hardly even knew the guy.

So, back on line... and trying not to grumble too much without at least pretending there is some national issue filling me with passions, and not just the usual niggling nothingnesses of a normal lost knight.






THOU SHALT NOT STEAL THE WRITINGS OF JOHN SCOTT RIDGWAY... YOU CAN EASILY GET PERMISSION FOR A NON COMMERCIAL REPRINT BY CONTACTING MY EMAIL.

what w the drunken president really means when he spews that shit...

When the bush says there is no greenhouse effect, this translates to mean that he is not ready to make american industries conform to the pollution standards needed to deal with the greenhouse effect. In other words, the oil companies and others can continue to make insanely high profits, despite the damage they are doing to people, animals and plants (damage that the taxpayers will eventually have to pay to fix . . . or at least attempt to). W does this because, despite their machavellian cries to the contrary, an amoral elite funds him and their concerns are the first to be addressed, to hell with the rest of us... and especially the animals; the way those nasty extinction rates keep rising ever so sadly upward, one would think the w had declared war on all other species...

Politicians words should always be examined for meanings other than the obvious ones that they are trying to make you believe.

Underneath our presidents' speeches, below the double-speak and plausible denial, are messages that translate into the words of a dictator; certainly stealing elections, torturing political enemies and pows, jailing without representation, and catering to an elite at the expense of the many, all seem like signs of a dictatorship . . .

We let him speak to the world with our name. We suck. THOU SHALT NOT STEAL THE WRITINGS OF JOHN SCOTT RIDGWAY... YOU CAN EASILY GET PERMISSION FOR A NON COMMERCIAL REPRINT BY CONTACTING MY EMAIL.

To stroll into the black night of this page, you will have to scroll all the way to the bottom.

















Jacko's new album flops . . . sells only 8 ooo copies... more people fucking read me in a month.




BY THE WAY, LOOK AT HIS PICTURE... WOULD YOU LET this make up coverd forty six year old plast surgery altered freak in the same room with your young son, let alone SLEEP WITH YOUR SONs?? If so, shoot your damn self in the head. If not, wonder why the hell some of these kids parents are not in jail...

Let me just add that a Massah Jackoffyourson apologist left a message on my site, evidently claiming it is safe to leave your sons in the hands, ass and mouth of the make up covered mess pictured above. Should you wish to read the words of one of the eight thousand who bought his 'COME back' record, they are there... THOU SHALT NOT STEAL THE WRITINGS OF JOHN SCOTT RIDGWAY... YOU CAN EASILY GET PERMISSION FOR A NON COMMERCIAL REPRINT BY CONTACTING MY EMAIL.

3-5 out of a hundred soldiers are going mad...

that they know of, or are admitting...

THE ASKEWED NEWS BELOW is not of my making.. just the deconstruction at the bottom...



30% of Troops Mentally Stressed After Iraq
From Times Wire Reports





Thirty percent of U.S. troops deployed to Iraq have developed stress-related mental health problems three to four months after coming home, the Army's surgeon general said.

The problems include anxiety, depression, nightmares, anger and an inability to concentrate, Lt. Gen. Kevin Kiley and other military medical officials said.


A smaller number of troops were diagnosed with post-traumatic stress disorder, a serious mental illness.

Only 3% to 5% were diagnosed with a significant mental health issue immediately after leaving the war theater, said Col. Elspeth Ritchie, a psychiatrist.



ALLOW ME TO ADD TO THIS MANIPULATIVE LITTLE WORD PILE BY DECONSTRUCTING OUT A BIT OF TRUTH....



ONLY!!!!! ONLY!!!!! This is another criminal example of how this word can be used to shape the information that comes afterward. Only is meant to make 3 to 5 percent of our soldiers meaningless.

THREE OUT OF ONE HUNDRED SOLDIERS GO MAD!!!!!


Why did this articles title just say, 'Mentally Stressed,' rather than get to the more sensational, and tragic news... that 3-5 are really, really, loosing it.


IMAGINE A ROLLER COASTER THAT DID THIS... EVERY 33 rd PERSON WOULD GO MAD. In the private sector, if a job drove this many people to utter despire, it would be
considered criminal.



When I was young I wanted to live in a world without war.

Now I want to live in world that has no need of war.

THOU SHALT NOT STEAL THE WRITINGS OF JOHN SCOTT RIDGWAY... YOU CAN EASILY GET PERMISSION FOR A NON COMMERCIAL REPRINT BY CONTACTING MY EMAIL.