hey all.... how is it hanging?

i HAVE been slowly changing this blog, putting the new stuff in the religious psycho killers hit list, since that is the name that i decided on for the book. John Scott Ridgway. I was saddened to see they took my lulu listing off of google. I was first. A lot of stuff still comes up on me, but nothing as significant as teh books. I had to go to all my sites and add ways for people to hit the title and get taken to lulu.

I also found out I am not getting a check from the gov. of course. They also screwed meout of my december check, leaving me broke and behind on the rent at christmas. If you know anything about me, you know I fucked with the government but good and they try little humiliations to try to get me to kill myself or whatever. When we were studying a class on the fbi, I found nothing was behond them. They thought they were fighting on the right side. That is problem with history, if we ignore its lessons, sooner or later they will catch up with you.



I have been having fun puttiung music on my sights, watching a lot of documentary on independent docuemtaries.... which will give you an education in the world going on just behind the cloak of lies. This is not a left or right wing thing.... it covers movies of all sorts of genres. From feminism, to how our culture has been effected by consumerism, to michael moores sicko, and a lot of shit on 911 that scares the hell out of me. I know these people who are in power, and they would not hesitate to kill a few americans to get a war going in the middle east to protect the oil. After all,the explosion happened in New yORK, NOT exactly a republican strong hold.. like the reciepients of Aids.... and the blacks the republicans never go talk to during the election cycles.


I have three notebooks of poetry to put in here. I was writing like a mo fo on the jesus poems, and even did a bloody johnny pain for the htt://theelvesattic.blogspot.com

Well, I just wanted to type up a few words that tell what itislike tobe meona day to to day. Right now, I am stoned on weed, valium, tranadol, and other shit that Ineed for my back. When I was a kid, I used to think that if I could always have downs and weed that,my life would be perfect. After fifteen years of sobriety I broke my back, and got my wish. God is giving me time to write is allo...


I am going to be writing a lot of war stuff in my new blog general gangsta x.

obama and mccain -- as i predicted over a year ago

I saw the election coming. Obama wins or people around the world will be disappointed... the promise that america has to become truly multi cultural, to show that we can accept other cultures... and to show the rascists around the world that they are wrong...

There is nothing that stops human conversation from progressing to a solution of a problem like one person thinking they are better than the other. A rascist man can dismiss the problems of another race. Pretend that some genetic problem with a skin pigment is the reason their are ghettos and gangs and prisons bursting with out black brothers.

Another method for a human mind to rationalize away caring about his neighbors. Xenophobia, a left over trait of the ape in us, overcomes their better reason., Like their lusts, they should learn to control their illusion of b eing the enemy of people of other races. Starts with parents wanting their daughters to marry in their religion and shit,

making a distinction between people that places them, of course, at the top of the totem pole. Sickens me to think people of all colors cannot mingle in the realm of love.... that people of poverty and wealth cannot find one another soul mates who treat one another with gentle respect, rather than the bullying of the cruel and deluded males who view their houses as a place where they are the only law -- from the beaters to the rapists to the man who verbally puts down his wife often enough to damage her...

Coming together in a new tribe, whatever it be named, and entering with a solemn promise to never allow skin tone, language, origin or sex to effect your opinion on another person. Such illusions are shed as we all become this new thing... Call It
just Tribe. Not The... Just Tribe.






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